Friday, September 29, 20069/29/2006 09:10:00 PM
YOU ARE SUCH A BASTARD. SCREW YOU LA WHAT WRONG WITH YOU. IF YOU FRIGGIN HAVE PMS GO AND VENT IT ON YOUR FUGLY CHINESE WIFE. CB DIDNT YOU EVEN HEAR THAT RESPECT HAS TO BE EARNED. YOU BASTARD IF YOU DO IT ONE MORE TIME, just watch out :D
i kinda learnt that all my screwy posts should remain annonymous cuz some LOSERS are so proud that they can read other people's blogs :D HAH the dumbest thing is that these losers have everyone's blogs screwing them so i have no idea how they derive pleasure from learning how hated they are. well of course the loser i know says he "doesnt care about popularity" but hell you are popular cuz everyone hates you :D infamous LOSER.
and anw i was re-watching russell peters which screwed up my already very packed revision schedule :D but even after a year the same jokes are still funny!! ahaha helps relieve stress anw.
and cuz some bastard screwed me up real badly, i almost died for chem. together with the poor ventilation and everything, not only was i sweating, i was feeling uncomfortable and my mind was thinking about stuff that wasnt even related. i couldnt concentrate and.. ya i forgot almost everything. damn! haha i hope i pass.
aND IM DEADDD for math. im sure i'll die cuz for one, i havent started revision, second, everyone's complaining that they cant understand math. so since i havent even been paying attention in math, what makes me think i can understand? kind of regret not paying attention during tutorials BUT WTH try having my tutor i'll SWEAR you'll turn off every math lesson. summore he gives u this really "just whack me up cuz im screwing your life" look which really tempts me sometimes. but ya i think im dead for math.
reminding me, i havent started bio either. im so dead :S
training today was. ok :D and i got a stuff toyy from australiaa! ahaha damn cute kangeroo with a soccer ball :D and im super tired again =/ see la training makes u unable to study :D
which reminds me i should really start studying. but for now dinner :D
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Tuesday, September 26, 20069/26/2006 09:51:00 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_jU1jRkS64&mode=related&search=
HAHA :D video of cherrie's ropee routine. ok now i think she's going to scream cuz i posted it on the blog :D
ohhh econs and gp was screwweddd :D but heck im done with it. i think i can pass. well at least i hope so :D econs my mind blacked out la! i couldnt remember any shit. in the end just crapped everything out and.. um was too lazy in the end to really complete the essays so i just concluded abit earlier :D arghhhhh but its amazing how the human mind works. i think by thinking real hard you can really squeeze your brain. as in, literally with ur skull. try it next time! i think i squeezed mine so hard i got a headache after that =/
oh and exams in the hall SUCKS. i wannaa complain cuz every of our paper is in the hall T_T firstly, the stupid fans do not reach everypart of the hall. so if you're unlucky and get a hot spot, that's it. secondly, its so stuffy cuz the fan cant reach you!! i almost died during econs. GRRR. why couldnt we have an aircon room. easier to concentrate :D
OK tmr rest day. i shall try to chiong some of chem today :D WISH ME LUCKK. haha bye
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Sunday, September 24, 20069/24/2006 09:18:00 PM
lol!! just finished watching singapore idol :D lol. hady pwns jonathan laaaa. the two songs they sang were quite.. ok la as in you couldnt really tell who was better. but when u compare the original song that they each had to interpret, i think hady's version was at least 3 times better :D WOOOTTSSS soo nice la. so im going to be nice and vote for hady :D you should too. haha and after that im going back to mugging. chionginggg like there's no tmr.
but first, singapore idol :D
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9/24/2006 07:50:00 PM
ok. i am disturbed by people who keep complaining they dont have time to mug and complain that they are SURE going to fail.
for one. they seriously HAVE THE TIME. look man, how many normal school kids train 6 times a week, go home at 9 plus and by the time they are ready to do work its 10 and they're too tired to do any shit. WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS what athletes are going through. if you can bloody hell go home at 4, take a nap before continue mugging at night, who the hell are you to claim you dont have time to study? what right do you have to say that you should be given more time? you friggin hell are not tied down by responsibilities both at school and in ur sport. you sleep in class cuz its boring, not because you were drained the day before. even if u were, you were having fun dota-ing, mugging, or hanging out. not because you were training.
going on to how u keep saying u sure fail. its pretty lame dont you see. cuz at the end of the day, the amount u mug gets u through. how many times when u say u sure fail do u really think u'd fail? or did u just say that u'd fail because you didnt feel confident, and needed something to spur you on. how many times did u truely think you'd fail because you KNOW you'll fail because you didnt have the time and strength to study. i know i did at least. for my math blocks. i knew i would fail because i gave up studying cuz i didnt have the time. and when i say i'll fail, i'll fail. it gets more screwy everytime you say you didnt study for a test or an exam some fucker comes along and says "yeah sure, i bet you're done with everything" or "whatever you backstabber. in the end you'll get higher than me". like what the fuck do you understand? why dont u try having a busy schedule before you come and whine in front of me. even if i did not fail, it wasnt because i mugged. but because i managed to squeeze something out of whatever shit i managed to cram in my brain. dont be a friggin wussy and break down just cuz you dont feel prepared. at least you had the time. you just didnt use it.
let me talk about how screwed my preparation is:
i've only touched organic chem.
i've only completed monopoly and perfect competition for econs up to now.
i havent touched math
i havent touched bio
and its a sunday night mind you. exams start on tuesday
thats excluding revision lectures and tutorials. im talking about MUGGING on my own.
its up to you to believe or not or you can be a fucker and go around thinking im faking everything. please. i dont need anyone's sympathy. its my life and i know that it cant be helped. im really screwed but i think im going to try to chiong.
by tonight, i shall try to complete.. the rest of econs. which is.. really impossible considering i just watched a chn u show, and a chn 5 show [kiss of the dragon which rocks by the way (:] and now singapore idol. woots. then tmr i'll continue with gp and reading up econs essays. at least im done with the first day of exams.
i dont really like to keep a schedule cuz i never follow it =/ but now i really have to start or im really dead :S
and if anyone's going to come fucking complain to me about why he/she cant mug. dont blame me for getting real pissed.
i dont wannaa skipp training next weeekkkk =[ but im reallyyy goingg to die. cya.
-by the way, the above post wasnt targetted at anyone. seriously-
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Thursday, September 14, 20069/14/2006 09:19:00 PM
i am super pissed. what's more pissifying is that i dont know what i am pissed at. am i pissed that i dont have motivation to train? or am i pissed that coach is being an ass? i really dont know. all i know is that once i step inside the gym and start training, im pissed. and i dont feel like training. wth la.
coach is damn ass cuz he doesnt talk to you. as in like, he tells stuff he's supposed to tell u to OTHER people trying to make u "eavesdrop" and from there i think he thinks that we would train harder. damn dumb la. if u need to say something to me, JUST BLOODY HELL TELL ME. instead of telling other people =.= "need communication" MY ASS.
and school is full of shit. thanks to cough cough wonderful teacher(s), school is full of shit, then it takes the hell out of me so i become damn shag so when i go for training, im pissed and tired. which is the worst thing you can ever feel if u need to train. WTH
i shall go off now. pfft. cant even do my eom. hope i get sick tmr :D
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Monday, September 11, 20069/11/2006 10:33:00 PM
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. school's finallyy back. i didnt even feel like it was a holiday. just a really longg weekend. cuz i had training almost everyday and full days on monday and wednesday and saturday. woots. no time to seriously mug (or play :D) and sunday was wasted at esplanade mugging my ass off with uchi's wonderful brother :D it was actually meant to be a double date with me dating her brother and she dating chankeet :D but it didnt turn out that way so nvm x)
anw we did some really lame stuff but we did manage to mug :D and school today was reaallyyy shitt. coming back to school is stupid. sarcasm floods our ears during SOME lessons and copying copying and copying is stupid, then sleeping, sleeping and sleeping is tantalizing. well anw i did sleep :D so close to promos!! promos is just.. next next tuesday =[ AND.. trials for asean school games is next tuesday!!
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whats with tuesdays. FUGGIT. worse thing is, only me kiat and linghan frm bishan are able to go. which leaves us stranded in manila with 3 other people =/ i. dont. want. galen :D or wait we could have galen then bully him. i also dont want.. umum. ok i shall not say :D
AND MSN IS DOWN. i cant believe it la =.= #*&@#^%*&@#^%*@&#^% just when i needed to get econs case study answers from people :( IM DEADDD, DEAD-ED AND dead-est. dr siva is going to spam me with sarcasm. :(
reply to tags.
nuttie: oh fine. you're a NOT-FUNNY nut!!! :D:D lalala
boobie: SLAACKEERRRR only me, will and saket trained today.
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Friday, September 08, 20069/08/2006 11:37:00 PM
IM FINALLY POSTINGG. haha and i tried posting yesterday then the stupid internet hung on me so my post didnt get through. feel sad :D anw training's baadd cuz i have zero motivation :D to train, not to go gym.
had a gym meeting today. talking about gym, its good to see how the mag adult pple are pushing for us to improve. it's not that we dont know what we want, or why we need to train so hard, its just the motivation. with school and exams and A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT that some dumbass people might be giving, training is really tiring. as in mentally. just halfway you feel like giving up and its not scolding that's going to improve the situation. anw mr sim's nice :D and oversea's training sounds funn. especially if its for 3 to 4 wks :D whee. and we know we have to really train hard for SEA Games =[
then we talked about how we are getting all the good stuff thanks to the girls. which is.. a really good thing considering the girls have worked REALLYY hard. then again im really grateful to them for the wonderrffulll timeess spent at manila :D all the loveeeeeee :D :D :D :D ahaha. but we dont need anyone to compare us with them. the real, true opponent is oneself and one shouldnt really be bothered about winning others, but conquering his own fears and achieving his own goals. i think the girls would be unhappy if people kept comparing them to others. sometimes its good, sometimes its bad.
replying to tags.
bilah: CHILL!! haha i got so angry with her a long LONG time ago i went arnd telling alot of people about her. then it didnt really do anything. i guess she's just jealousss so let her live in self-denial on how ugly and unpopular she would be without all that impersonating :D
simon: HAH. thanks for dropping by :D
angel: HAHA i know im irresistable but to yiwei its different :D
jean: THANKS FOR DROPPING BY AGAAAINNN YOU LAMEEE NUTT :D
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Sunday, September 03, 20069/03/2006 10:31:00 PM
ahh im so bored and.. lost :( cuz screw it there's math make up tmr. and i would pon it if not for the fact that i have to go back and get tutorials from samantha to photocopy :( and there's full day training tmr! which means if i go for the math shit i'd miss out on my preciouss sleep. anw i think i'd get them back during the tutorial :D
after yesterday's training, i went to sophia's churchhh where we had this barbecue. which was really fun! haha and hot, sweaty, and stinkyy :D but the girls were having good practise at being future tai-tais while the guys were... being guys by playing ball :D and siyun was.. being neither as usual. though she was nice by feeding us with her very yucky-ly cooked food. ohh!! and she was showing off her STRAIGHT sausage and.. hot, barbecued banana :D then after that we took some photos, and we left for the mrt station where we parted into two grps. faggy, siyun, shueli was in one grp. me, ck, robert, and YIWEI were in the other LOL. yiwei is damn funny la!! she was saying how she didnt want to be with us so we left for another cabin then she followed!! haha :D we're irresistable.
ladahh then me and robert and ck dropped at plaza sing to get a drink at macdonalds before going to the arcade to waste time haha. we played the basketball shit and the bishy bashy which i got trashed instantly =.= then we went back home and me and rob went to lot 1's macs again for another drink lol. then we had to cab home cuz it was so late.
woke up late today. wasted the entire day awayy. nvm. im not going to waste another day. all my days are going to be full of mugging and gym!! i hope. :D BYE.
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